Up or down, ups and downs. Don’t pretend you’ve never been there.
Life has been really crazy lately. I wish I found more time to write in this, and more things to say as well. A lot is happening, really. Maybe I can’t form words to explain it or I can’t remember it all when I go to post, but still, it’s happening. I’m graduating in one week- less than one week, if we’re counting hours. My car is getting fixed this week, with my dad sending money overnight on Monday. It feels very much like Sunday today, I’m not sure why. I’ve gotten a whole lot of packing done in my room. The only things that are left are the stuff I’m keeping but not taking to college, some stuff that I am taking with me over the summer, clothes, stuff I am not keeping at all, and maybe 45% of my posters. It seems like a lot, but it’s not, really.
My dad keeps lecturing me on staying safe, because he knows I drink regularly enough. I know, for sure, that drinking can be hazardous. I also know that being a teenager, adults think that I am just inherently wired to make the worst decisions ever. I know though that I am an intelligent person, and I take credit in the fact that I have been a very responsible drinker. I’m not sure why I put this in here. Anyone who reads this, though, now knows that I am a responsible drinker. I think it could be worse.
Love me, or leave me, or rip me apart.
Sometimes I miss The Academy Is… as if they’re a child of mine that no longer exists.
/dramatic.
